无言！

三更半夜睡不着觉
心是超级烦躁！
一个人坐在客厅生自己闷气！
也不知道到底在气什么！
到最后自己在那边流眼泪！
天啊！
我怎么啦?!!!!!

爱

爱情，是多么的脆弱
以为眼前就是永远
可一眨眼便咫尺天涯
到底承诺算什么
忠诚算什么
曾经的不顾一切又算什么

一段感情
有累有悲
有笑
有失望

曾经那份想要天长地久的心
总会被现实磨损
最后各走各路

累

哭，真的很累人...

不是你把别人放在心里，
别人也会把你放在心里，
你重视他们，
把他们放进未来的规划蓝图，
不代表别人也会重视你，
不代表你会被规划在他们的未来里...
一次又一次，
为什么我还是那么笨，
总是那么天真，
以为对别人好，
别人也会对你好...
我想我该自私一点，
或许就不会那么容易被伤害...

可以不要再把我弄哭吗？
哭，真的很累..

我..

在你面前，倔强地说不哭，转身之后，却模糊了双眼...不让你看见，那苦涩的泪..

忧

现在的心情是忐忑的...
明天的会面代表着什么...
会带来什么消息...
看来一直逃避的问题
是时候要去面对了..
还是希望有奇迹...
因为我还没准备好要...
离开。

Happy Snake Year!

Happy new year peeps!
Such a nice weather for today..
but things seems like not going smoothly..

Hmm...anyway..
I think i have to go for prayer..
To chase away all the "xiu yan"..

My mood was spoilt since ytrday..
Ruined my mood for CNY eve and even first day of CNY..
Wonder why people cant be more considerate
Totally no mood.

Sometimes,
we just need to be firm and tell someone off right?
Is that reli hard to be firm in order to protect ur loved one??
Its all depends on your will.
Nothing is impossible if you reli want to do it.

Not a good start for a new year..
but anyway..
pray hard that things will get better soon.

You will be in my memory..forever..

D..today is the last time i see you..
I still cant accept that you chose to end you life this way..
Everytime i think of you..i shed my tears...
Hopefully you are at a better place now...
So long...D..