Final try

If I never take back the letter two months back, by now I am already a free man. I've always regret for that action. It seems like I am getting serious problem with my emotions. My life now is always full of worries, stress and tears. And I believe I wold break down one day if this thing continues. Anyway, give myself a chance, 4 more months to go. Then I shall make my final decision. To stay, or to leave.