无题。

爱情，就像糖果。
当你沉醉在它的甜时，
它却越来越渺小了...

你说对吗？

又一次.

再一次, 被所谓的朋友,
在背后捅了一刀...

那感觉，
有点痛..
除了痛，
就是错愕，
和失望。

曾经看着他出卖另一个朋友，
当时也是一阵错愕，
没想到，
我就是下一个。

看见他，
我连最基本的微笑也做不出了。

不明白，
小事一桩，
为什么要加盐加醋，
把我说得好象十恶不赦的样子。

这个人，
我看清了，
彻底地看清。
连带我身边的其他人，
都为我觉得不忿。

我违规，
我认。
我改。
可是为什么要在我改过了之后提起？
而且还要加盐加醋。

踏入社会，
我又上了宝贵的一堂课。

虽然现在他踩着我出风头，
可能他觉得他很棒。
事实上，
他只是一个没有朋友的多面可怜虫！
一条虚伪的假面虫..
永远都得不到别人的尊敬。
可悲...

06.05.2011

Deeply disappointed. And it hurts..
You say i should know you don like compare....
But than you also should know that I don like to wait..
Especially when I am waiting for nothing..

原谅我就是一个这样的女生

The time when i was still straight hair... =P

我..一个平凡女生..
一个敏感，多愁善感的女生..

生气的时候会哭，
伤心的时候会哭，
失望的时候会哭，
无助的时候会哭，
没人懂得的时候会哭，
被欺骗会哭，
被背叛会哭，
听着歌，忆起往事，会哭，
看感人的电视剧，会哭...
我，就是这么一个容易掉泪的女生.

在陌生人面前，
我很酷，
常被别人误会我摆臭脸，
其实，
那是我保护自己的方程式..
跟我熟络了，
就可以知道，
其实我也和很爱玩，
我也喜欢和大家腻在一起，
说笑玩乐，一起开怀大笑..
说穿了，
我也只不过是一个..
害怕寂寞的人..
不论外表再坚强，再独立，
内里的我，
害怕孤单，
害怕被遗忘..

有时候的我，
很固执，
只要觉得想做的事，
就会毫不犹豫地去做..
当然，一切都在不伤天害理的大前提下..
心情不好，
手机关机，
一个人驾车出去兜风..
一个人去逛街，
一个人去海边，
一个人坐在咖啡厅..听音乐，思考..

我常常把钱花在食物上，
比起其它的女生，
很明显的我不会打扮自己，
出门顶多化个淡妆，
穿着悠闲，是蛮没有女人味的说..
对于我，
吃好吃的食物，
快感与满足感远远胜于把自己打扮漂亮..

有时候的我会很懒，
计划好的事情十七八九都没有按时进行..
这是我最失败的地方..

我很喜欢音乐，
我喜欢听歌，
我喜欢唱歌，
虽然没有天籁之音，
可是我就是喜欢唱歌..

我常常想很多，
这..有利也有弊..
利，就是可以想到别人想不带的东西，
弊，就是那让我自己很累..
想太多，
常常让我自己很累，
想得多，
担心就多，
顾虑也多...

I laughed.

Today..
someone unexpected
told me that he cant believe and cant understand..
why I would attach to my current bf..
The first reaction of mine after read the mail,
I laughed.
After that,
I read again the mail,
and I laugh again.
Then I replied him,
asking him what's the reason he said so..

Hmmm...
No one is perfect in this world..
Neither him..nor me..
And that's the reason,
I am satisfied with my current relationship..
Undeniable,
There are also arguments and tears in this relationship..
But the joy and happiness,
and also the feeling of being loved,
all sorts of new experience and knowledge that he brought to me,
neutralize every single negative thing in this relationship..

Actually,
that person is not the first one who said that I shouldn't be with my current bf..
But,
No one knows what I really want, except me, myself..
For me, he is the one I want..
And so, I insist that,
I have made a correct choice.

Am I ?

Hmmm...
Recently..I am kinda weird...
I said words that I would not say before,
I asked questions that I never ask before...
and the most terrible thing is,
I think in a negative way...

I am not suppose to be like that...
I used to be a girl that always think optimistically..
Bt then, recently, I really changed...

Thanks to the person that wake me up...
I will start to change...
Back to the original Me..

Cheers~

=)

Who Am I

Me..

I am just a silly girl,

who live in a simple but happy family,

has not much worries in her studies,

and a little bit of sadness in the friendship,

who have learned a lot in life,

the way of treating people..

The most important thing is,

I realize, this world is nothing but just

Give and Take..

what goes around comes around..

As a daughter,

I am trying my best,

to treat my parent well,

financially I am nothing now,

but one day,

I know I will be able to give them comfortable life..

I always try my best to obey to what my parent said,

as long as it is correct..

As a sister,

sometime maybe I am just too caring,

and I think maybe I brought kind of stress to my little sister..

I am sorry if I really did,

but what I advice you or do for you,

Is all for your own good..

As a friend,

hmmm..

I am not a grade A++ friend..

Sometime I will be lazy,

to hang out with friends,

to reply you guys messages/ calls,

to update with you all about me,

or even to listening to you all about updates of you all,

maybe I never celebrate your birthday with you before,

but I am putting effort in not missing any birthday wishes

on the birthday of you all..

As a girl friend,

nothing much to say..

he should be the one who write this paragraph for me..

although I don't even know will he read this post,

or when only he will read this post..

=)

To be continued.....