1 month anniversary~

Hoho..the 1month anniversary for my internship is on last friday..so happy with it cuz i left only 3 months^^..

Details about the company and my cutie colleagues I'l update it when I'm really totally free..haha..but overall,I'm happy with it..nice environment(although sometime got a bit messy)..keke..nice colleagues..chia eng, miss tan, and of course, miss yee..:)..

Sometime is very tiring, but doesnt mean my work load is too heavy for me, jz that some of the task is very time consuming..but, i got my colleagues to help me..huhu^^so happy to know them..and feel glad that i met them.. :)

Ok,thats all for now. Looking forward to the future ;)

I wish~

Living in an imperfect world..imperfection is everywhere..included me, as well. Maybe those imperfection makes us grow and learn new things, yet sometime i just cant accept it..included myself..

I wish~whenever I'm not happy and when i'm not saying it out, i dont expect everyone understand it.
I wish~i will only be childish when it is the right time to do so.
I wish~i wont do or say anything that will hurt people anymore.
I wish~this world would be a little bit more pretty if all my wishes above come true.:)

Last but not least, i wish~ if I'm perfect.

XD

Wahaha..finish 3 paper liao..3 more to go..huhu~can relax a bit dy,2mrw no paper..bt d remaining 3 paper is so so so hard..haih..ppl like me,who always didnt do tutorial de,now is d tym 2 face d effect of LAZY..haih..

But,haha..i'l pray alot,so dat i can rmb many many thing b4 i go 4 exam..wakaka..start dreaming dy..wat the....hehe..=P after exam,i'l hv sum gathering wif frenz..as v ol r goin 4 industrial training soon soon,so most problably v wont able 2 meet for 4 months..bt i stil wish 2 play tennis once b4 i go KL..miss d tym playing tennis..haha..

Angel~

"Every girl was an angel from heaven. No one should make a girl cry because when she first drops a tear in the world, God will take back her wings and she is no longer an angel."..this sentence was posted by me in my facebook few days ago..wen i 1st heard it,i feel so..so..erm..i dono how 2 describe.

angel..i got few angels too..3 living with me evryday,another 1 is quite far away..end of diz month,im gona leave d 3 angels dat always by myside,then live wif d 1 dat far frm me now..who r near by me now will b far frm me and d 1 far frm me now wil b d closest 1 starting end of diz month..

final exam is right at d corner...bt til now i stil hvnt start study yet..1na die ah??hehe..mayb..jz no mood 2 study..i always like dat..haih..could i maintain my CGPA diz sem?i dono..cuz im nt confident wif d IBF subject..well,lets pray dat d Q wont b too hard^^

Murmur~

20+ days more im gona leave malacca and move 2 KL for 4 months..for my industrial training..well,i hvnt prepare anything yet,bside d formal wear..

last week was d IBF and investment class event..itz damn tiring..stil rmb d nite b4 d event v stay at dp 4 d preparation of our exhibition and me as a member of deco design division hv 2 help setting d bckdrop of stage too..i reach home dat day at 4 am..den 7.30 am reach bck dp..deduct d time 2 bath and dress up,i sleep only 1hour+..is a record in my life..huh..

diz event is a memory,a sweet+sour memory..gt 2 knw some new frens..hehe..thru dis event,i saw some ppl's real faces,which hv been covered by mask all d while i knw dem..well,i accept it,as ppl like dat is all around,i cant do nything..

erm..my future..i hope dat my industrial training will go smooth..wish wish wish..hehe..

Personality test~

I just took a personality test~"Know yourself better" and here is d result..quite true de wo^^

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

成长

成长，是每个人必经的过程，没有人可以逃避成长，因为那是不可能的事...面对成长，我有太多太多的感觉了...彷徨，不安，害怕，迷惘，期待，快乐...有时候觉得，好像看不见自己的未来、看不见自己的前途、看不见自己以后的生活会是如何，而开始彷徨...然，看不见的未来，未必不是一件好事，因为那一份不确定，让我更勇敢与坚强的去面对那成长、让我更努力的去创造我想要的未来...



还记得小时候，我是多么的期待成长啊...因为小时候的认知是，只要长大以后，就能得到梦寐以求的自由...到现在，长大了，自由吗？有是有，却也是有限的。以前所想象的长大后的世界，太美好了，现在真真切切的活在大人的世界里，才可以深刻的体会到，什么是无奈、什么是身不由己、什么是人不为己，天诛地灭、什么是责任...

一路走来，友情和爱情，让我学到了很多很多，有好的也有不好的。决裂的友情和被遗弃的爱情，让我知道人世间，就是存在着口是心非的人，永远有人在你背后等着机会捅你一刀，甚至置你于死地。不是我的思想悲观，而是我觉得，以前的我太单纯了...相信所谓的友谊、所谓的天长地久的爱情、所谓的真心、所谓的唯一...一切一切的往事，让我体会到了什么是人生...虽然我只是一个处于双十年华的小丫头，可是我所体会到的，一定不会输给一个中年人...

太多的感慨，让我开始害怕人群，害怕再遇到一心想要害我的人，害怕再受伤...可是，我别无选择，就算再害怕，就算再不愿意，我都必须走入人群，因为没有一个人是可以离群而活的。或许以后，我会一次一次的跌倒、一次一次的被伤害、一次一次地为了付出真心，却换不来真情而落泪，就算再苦，我也必须勇敢地面对，因为，那是我唯一的出路...