Reality. Face it.

"Respect the people who find time for you in their busy schedules. But LOVE the people who never look at their schedules when you need them."

What a meaningful quote...

I've always have time for you, even when I am busy, even when I was frustrated,
even when I got really no time to entertain others, but I've always have time for you,
no matter when...I've helped you in so many thing...Doing my best..but did you at least
appreciate it? And stop being so selfish and self-centered?

"DND"..
This is the 3 alphabet that I get from you..
"Do Not Disturb"...
Just because of you are watching DVD...
and I just ask you a question...
not asking for help also...
You tell me "Do not disturb"
Is that really that hard to answer my question then continue your movie?

Huh, this is the reality world..
I thought that I treat people with true heart..with the specialty that others don't deserve,
then you will at least notice that I really care for you...
I don't dare to ask you to treat me exactly the way Ive treated you..
but at least, spend more time with me..
knowing what I am thinking..what I am feeling...

终于

今天，我终于亲手交上了人生第一封的辞职信...
感觉，好复杂，开心是有的，
毕竟期待了那么久，要离开这里，
可是这里也有很多美丽的回忆。
无论如何，
信是交了，
开始倒数离开的日子吧！

未来，希望会更好。
加油。

故事。

她，遇见了他。

被他深深地吸引。

还没开始恋情时，

她犹豫，

因为他有一个她不喜欢的动作。

当时，

她天真地以为，

会有一天，

他会为了她改变...

时间飞逝，

她失望，

因为他并没有为了她改变。

她流泪，

她心酸，

她醒悟了。

世界上，别人不一定会为了你的付出而回报，

甚至，

把你的付出当作理所当然。

Promise? Shit?

A promise is only a piece of shit if it was said but not done.

Sometimes, people use " promise " as a weapon,

a weapon to shut others up,

a weapon to shows that they are actually " care " ,

and always..they give others fake hope..

by making promise which they know they couldn't make it,

and even worse, they will not even remember they have made such promise before.

改变

原来，伤心地痛哭，是会让人肚子饿的。

从现在起，
我会是一个全新的我，
为了我们能开心地走下去。
希望，我们能一起努力。
加油。

Smile....?

Hmmm...
Recently I am kinda emo...
Not only when working...
even at home fb-ing also i can be emo...
Some friends ask me..
whats wrong with me..
how come i always post the emo emo thing...
and den my production member and colleague also ask me..
whats wrong with me..why always see me like no energy like that...
i still can remember..last year..
my production member said they like to see me walking around in production floor..
because i always have my smile on my face..
its like everything is good and it makes them comfortable..
thats why now, they actually worried about me..
because they hardly see my smile nowadays...

Haiz... I actually also tried to figure out whats wrong with me...
Too many things to worry?
I guess so...
and emo led to bad temper...
which i don like it...
haiz..
sometime i just felt like i am not me..
i am lost....

I am back!!

After so long...
here I am...
I am back to my haven...

I took MC today..
my very first MC of the year..
thanks to Migraine..

And I am kinda down...
Last time, I am too sensitive,
that's why I always feel annoyed..or irritated...
After that I changed..
But this time, I am sure is not my problem...
You are the one that should know the limit..
Some words You cant just simply tell anyone....
I do not accept the explanation such as just kidding or what..
those words, for me, is not a joke.