I laughed.

Today..
someone unexpected
told me that he cant believe and cant understand..
why I would attach to my current bf..
The first reaction of mine after read the mail,
I laughed.
After that,
I read again the mail,
and I laugh again.
Then I replied him,
asking him what's the reason he said so..

Hmmm...
No one is perfect in this world..
Neither him..nor me..
And that's the reason,
I am satisfied with my current relationship..
Undeniable,
There are also arguments and tears in this relationship..
But the joy and happiness,
and also the feeling of being loved,
all sorts of new experience and knowledge that he brought to me,
neutralize every single negative thing in this relationship..

Actually,
that person is not the first one who said that I shouldn't be with my current bf..
But,
No one knows what I really want, except me, myself..
For me, he is the one I want..
And so, I insist that,
I have made a correct choice.

Am I ?

Hmmm...
Recently..I am kinda weird...
I said words that I would not say before,
I asked questions that I never ask before...
and the most terrible thing is,
I think in a negative way...

I am not suppose to be like that...
I used to be a girl that always think optimistically..
Bt then, recently, I really changed...

Thanks to the person that wake me up...
I will start to change...
Back to the original Me..

Cheers~

=)

Who Am I

Me..

I am just a silly girl,

who live in a simple but happy family,

has not much worries in her studies,

and a little bit of sadness in the friendship,

who have learned a lot in life,

the way of treating people..

The most important thing is,

I realize, this world is nothing but just

Give and Take..

what goes around comes around..

As a daughter,

I am trying my best,

to treat my parent well,

financially I am nothing now,

but one day,

I know I will be able to give them comfortable life..

I always try my best to obey to what my parent said,

as long as it is correct..

As a sister,

sometime maybe I am just too caring,

and I think maybe I brought kind of stress to my little sister..

I am sorry if I really did,

but what I advice you or do for you,

Is all for your own good..

As a friend,

hmmm..

I am not a grade A++ friend..

Sometime I will be lazy,

to hang out with friends,

to reply you guys messages/ calls,

to update with you all about me,

or even to listening to you all about updates of you all,

maybe I never celebrate your birthday with you before,

but I am putting effort in not missing any birthday wishes

on the birthday of you all..

As a girl friend,

nothing much to say..

he should be the one who write this paragraph for me..

although I don't even know will he read this post,

or when only he will read this post..

=)

To be continued.....

我，是水做的

当我很想大哭一场，

而又不想让家人担心，

我就会在我的电脑播放日剧 [ 恋空 ]

感人及悲伤的剧情，

是掩饰我的哭泣的最佳掩护..

Remember When..

Remember When…by Alan Jackson

Remember when I was young and so were you
and time stood still and love was all we knew
You were the first, so was I
We made love and then you cried
Remember when

Remember when we vowed the vows
and walked the walk
Gave our hearts, made the start, it was hard
We lived and learned, life threw curves
There was joy, there was hurt
Remember when

Remember when old ones died and new were born
And life was changed, disassembled, rearranged
We came together, fell apart
And broke each other’s hearts
Remember when

Remember when the sound of little feet
was the music
We danced to week to week
Brought back the love, we found trust
Vowed we’d never give it up
Remember when

Remember when thirty seemed so old
Now lookn’ back it’s just a steppin’ stone
To where we are,
Where we’ve been
Said we’d do it all again
Remember when
Remember when we said when we turned gray
When the children grow up and move away
We won’t be sad, we’ll be glad
For all the life we’ve had
And we’ll remember when

Its a nice song..

I love this..

回忆

今早,

把所有的旧回忆都丢了，

丢的当儿,

我哭了，

不是不舍，

那些回忆我绝不留恋，

只是，

昨天发生的一件事，

让我的心好痛,

把眼泪，从昨天，带到今天。

现在，我把回忆都丢了，那你呢？

How are you?

Today, was listening to music using my 酷狗 , when I scroll down the playlist,

suddenly my eyes stop on this --- [你最珍贵] ...Memories flashed back..

I got a friend, who also like this song, he once said,

my smile is the most valuable thing..

Well, we doesn't contact each other for some time already..

Just wanna know, How Are You? I hope you are doing fine there..