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Tuesday, February 23, 2010

19.02.2010


19.02.2010...是个让我心碎的日子...因为我养了两个月的guinea pig,就在那天早上大概十点的时候,离开了人世,离开了我.......

它的名叫Qbee...有时我会叫它小嗯...因为它的叫声就是这样嗯嗯嗯的...有时我会叫它大肥,因为它的肚子圆圆的,然后我的hamster花名叫小肥,Qbee 较大只,就叫大肥...它很可爱,也很聪明,很爱撒娇,喜欢我们跟它玩...我把它养在一个笼子里,放在我客厅的门外,只要有人拿起钥匙要开门出去,或从外面回来,它就会叫,就还像一个sensor一样...我们常常说它很吵...我现在好想听它吵闹的声音,却永远也不可能听到了...Qbee..mummy 好想你...

那天早上,我拿起钥匙去开门,却发现Qbee一点声音也没发出,我就觉得很奇怪,还特地叫了它的名字,它也没回应,平时只要我们叫它的名字它就会蹦蹦跳跳会叫的...当时我的心立刻愣了,赶紧跑去它的笼子一看,它已经躺在那儿奄奄一息了...我立刻跑进客厅向我爸求救,它就叫我立刻喂Qbee喝水...我爸轻轻捧着Qbee的头,我就慢慢地喂水...我看它在喘息的样子,看得我的心好痛,我好希望可以为它做点什么,让它舒服一些...喂了一阵子后,它不要喝了,就继续喘息...当时我就有预感它就快要离开我了...我的眼泪就开始不自觉地流下,我看着它喘息,不停呼唤它的名字及抚摸它...心里一直念着,Qbee 你要撑下去啊,你不能死啊...不久后,我发现它的肚子没有了起伏,它停止了呼吸...我还是不放弃,继续抚摸着它,看着它,当时我真得很渴望奇迹会发生...可是,并没有...

它,被埋葬在我家附近的草地,我在那个地方放了一堆石头,方便我认得...今天,我买了一些白石头围绕那个地方,还种了一些小植物...这些是我唯一能为它做的了...我一有空,就会走到它的墓前蹲下,呆呆的望着它被埋葬的地方,对它说mummy好想念你,希望它能投胎做人...我开车出门前也会把车子停在它墓前,看着那片地,想想它...放学回来后,也会绕过它的墓前,看看它...顺道确定它的墓没有被野猫挖掘...

这几天,只要我一想到它,我就会哭,望着那空了的笼子,我哭...蹲在它的墓前,我哭...想起它活蹦乱跳的样子,我哭...想起它吃东西时可爱的样子,我哭...想起怕孤单的它现在孤单单地在地低下,我哭...看着它生前最爱吃的饼干和菜,我哭...看着手机里仅有的它的六张照片,我痛哭...我真的好想念它...

这篇文,我写了一个小时,也哭了一个小时...真的没有办法停止对它的思念...
它就是Qbee..


Qbee..mummy无时无刻都在想你...希望你能投得好胎,远离畜牲道...虽然我们相聚只有短短接近两个月的时间,可是我的你的关爱却是满满的...有缘的话,我们会再相聚的...谢谢你带给我的一切快乐,我会永远记得你的...

Monday, February 8, 2010

我回来了...



离开我的避风港有一段时间了,是有点忙啊,所以没空更新。

我是一个会想很多的人,任何事情只要我愿意,可以想很久,想很远...可是有时我发现,“想太多”这个动作,让我非常累...有些事不想还好,当开始无止境地想下去的时候,很多可怕的东西就会被我给想出来...哎...

最近我好忙呀,打从一开学就忙个没完没了,好闷啊...最后一个学期了,开始有一点不一样的感觉,虽然我对翘课这种事还是会毫不犹豫地去做,可是有时就会觉得这是我最后一次努力的机会了...很期待毕业典礼耶...(我是疯了啦,能不能顺利毕业都还不知道...哈哈...)

上个学期我很快乐,因为娜娜常常会和我一起去逛街,吃东西...好怀念那些日子啊...希望我能够安排到时间去你家乡度度假吧...哈哈...也希望你的面试成功哦!Fighting! XD

最近刚刚看完韩剧花样男子,那四个男主角是帅到一个不行,尤其是李敏镐和金贤重...哈哈...很好看的一套韩剧。计划会把正版光碟买下来,收藏作纪念...

金贤重


李敏镐

哈哈...很帅吧?



Wednesday, January 13, 2010

heavenly days~

well, its already 1 week frm my prev post..i jz done my hair color ytrday..hehe..happy wif it..and ytrday i found the comics of Koizora..oh my! my 1st reaction when i saw it i was jz stunned there for around 1 minute! haha..itz bcuz i cant bliv i really manage to find it, at a place where normally u wont b able 2 find comic there..haha..its inside Speedy! I am just so so so so happy with it! then i start 2 check whether is there a complete set or not..too bad,its nt complete..bt, who cares! i'll buy those displaying there 1st! keke..9 volumes..and more surprisingly,itz very very cheap! 3@rm10 only..after i found the comic, i jz feel like i already win d jackpot! kekeke..den i continue 2 walk around in d shop..then,guess what? i saw d Koizora's movie+drama DVD! woohoo!! i stunned even longer this time! god! i found dis 3 things that i already looking evrywhere in 1 shop!bought d manga and i am sure will buy d dvd as well b4 im going bck 2 malacca..muahaha..d day is so bright for me..=P then i continue 2 walk around in pyramid, lookin 4 accessories 2 match wif my new year clothes, then i found d earring of nightmare b4 christmas!! and also, itz only 3@rm10! without thinking, i bought 3 of dem..muahaha..and 2 of them r on my earz now! XD

i really have spent alot dis week =P bt im soooooooooooooooooooooo enjoy wif spending money! (im sick! XD)

bck 2 Koizora, i actually discover dis name by accident.i rmb one day i am searchin 4 love song in youtube,i just use Love Song as d keyword and there r tons of result came out..den, a movie wif the title of Amazed attracted my attention..den i watch d video, and i was attracted 2 it! seriouly..d song Amazed doesnt appear in Koizora bt someone match it wif Koizora's scene..aftre i watch d video,i tell myself that dis is d movie dat i must watch! then of course, i watch it frm youtube (d drama)..it is soooooo touching..i started 2 cry since episode 3..where mika had miscarriage and hero found out that he had cancer and decided 2 leave mika..i can feel d pain while watchin it..most touchin part is d private small wedding ceremony btween mika and hero..in the garden of d hospital that hero staying..T.T dey say out their vow 2 each other..

better stop writting bout it now cuz im gona cry soon if continue 2 write about dis pure love story! strongly recommended 2 all of u..

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

after 3 months

after 3 months of the completion of my internship,I am finally now in sunway pyramid again..the place that i used to hang out everyday after work during my internship..gona hang out here for all day long..why? because i don't want to stay at home..and my boy friend need to stay back for make up class tonight,so if i stay at home, i'll only see him at 11pm++..will be damn boring if like that..

just had my breakfast at Alios's Cafe..haha..planned to took picture of my food de but i forgotten in the end, because..i am just too hungry! XD and i started to eat once it has been served. keke..gona wait till 1pm then have lunch with my piggy..keke..but i am already super full now..ate spaggeti carbonara with ice lemon tea with the company of Ifeel..haha..i just love Ifeel..i could simply feel depressed if i didn't manage to buy it..

well, tomorrow will be a better day as in i don't need to hang out alone..i am gonna spend my time to perm my hair! finally..after 1 whole year..and also, not forgotten to dye hair also..keke..

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

乐。

今天好开心哦!哈哈...吃到了最爱的食物,买到了找了很久的东西...嘻嘻...乐乐乐乐乐! 娜娜公主,赶快上传照片呗...嘻嘻...

昨天的考试,哎...我真想去撞墙啊...明明读了的东西却没把它写进答案卷里,我是猪啊...所以呢,为了弥补自己的白痴,接下来这张考卷就好发奋了!

还有两天我就自由咯!哇咔咔...


Monday, December 21, 2009

无题

还有七个小时我就要踏入考场了,希望考试顺利呗...

最近我好惨,花钱给人家摧残我...哈哈...事情是这样的,上个星期三,睡醒后就发现自己落枕,颈项是痛到一个不行,所以只好找中医求救...结果叻,医师说我需要针灸和拔罐,当时的我是有点怕啦,毕竟是我生平第一次耶...忐忐忑忑,终于结束了疗程...原来针灸一点就不痛,反而是拔罐及拔罐后的推拿,是痛到...很夸张一下的咯...在这里奉劝朋友们不要长期熬夜,不然就会像我一样,搞到自己脾胃肝发热气,然后呢,煎炸辣冷凉的食物,眼看手勿动...痛苦啊...

明天又有一个聚会咯!哈哈...我最爱得日本料理,还有幸福蛋糕,我来了........想到就开心啊!

Saturday, December 19, 2009

累。泪。

现在这个时候得我,应该是在发奋图强亡羊补牢的,可是我却在部落格和面子书游荡...真是罪该万死...哈哈...最近是宫心计看多了...

眼看我期盼已久的假期就要来了,可是心里却空空的...这...是所谓的空虚吗? 夜阑人静,想的东西就更多,更复杂...这个学期就快毕业了,学士生涯的最后一个学期也近在眼前,暂时还没什么感慨,或许是没什么值得我留恋的吧...我往毕业迈进了一步...我觉得这个学期好像是我最开心的一个...总这样觉得...

毕业后,我该做什么呢?我不希望立刻就当白领,可是我也没有游手好闲的本钱...哎...好希望会有时间把我的吉他和日语学完...好希望可以去旅行...