Confused.

I always heard of this sentence.. " You will never walk alone "..
It sounds sweet, sounds supportive,
but I don think it happens all the time..

Hmm..
I will never walk alone?
I don't think so..
Sometime,
I am walking alone,
and keep on looking back,
to check is there anyone behind me who tried to chase me..near me..
to check are you behind me...
Sometime,
I am happy because when I turn around, I see you there..
But sometime i was disappointed..
Because you are not there..and left me waiting....

Or I should think another way..
Maybe when people need me..
I cant be there for them too..
And so they will have the same feeling of mine...

When I am not alone, when I am with friends,
I am an optimist, I like to smile and laugh,
I always give positive comment and think positively..encouraging..
But when I am alone..
I change..
Change to become a quiet and negative girl.
Contradict.

Soon,
I am gonna complete my first year service in current company..
What I need to figure out  now is my goal of life..
My future..
Which path should I choose..
For my first step in career life,
I've chosen the path that is not commonly chose..
Its time for me to consider of make some changes..

Good luck to me..and to the one that is reading this..
Cheers~
=)