Who Am I

Me..

I am just a silly girl,

who live in a simple but happy family,

has not much worries in her studies,

and a little bit of sadness in the friendship,

who have learned a lot in life,

the way of treating people..

The most important thing is,

I realize, this world is nothing but just

Give and Take..

what goes around comes around..

As a daughter,

I am trying my best,

to treat my parent well,

financially I am nothing now,

but one day,

I know I will be able to give them comfortable life..

I always try my best to obey to what my parent said,

as long as it is correct..

As a sister,

sometime maybe I am just too caring,

and I think maybe I brought kind of stress to my little sister..

I am sorry if I really did,

but what I advice you or do for you,

Is all for your own good..

As a friend,

hmmm..

I am not a grade A++ friend..

Sometime I will be lazy,

to hang out with friends,

to reply you guys messages/ calls,

to update with you all about me,

or even to listening to you all about updates of you all,

maybe I never celebrate your birthday with you before,

but I am putting effort in not missing any birthday wishes

on the birthday of you all..

As a girl friend,

nothing much to say..

he should be the one who write this paragraph for me..

although I don't even know will he read this post,

or when only he will read this post..

=)

To be continued.....

我，是水做的

当我很想大哭一场，

而又不想让家人担心，

我就会在我的电脑播放日剧 [ 恋空 ]

感人及悲伤的剧情，

是掩饰我的哭泣的最佳掩护..

Remember When..

Remember When…by Alan Jackson

Remember when I was young and so were you
and time stood still and love was all we knew
You were the first, so was I
We made love and then you cried
Remember when

Remember when we vowed the vows
and walked the walk
Gave our hearts, made the start, it was hard
We lived and learned, life threw curves
There was joy, there was hurt
Remember when

Remember when old ones died and new were born
And life was changed, disassembled, rearranged
We came together, fell apart
And broke each other’s hearts
Remember when

Remember when the sound of little feet
was the music
We danced to week to week
Brought back the love, we found trust
Vowed we’d never give it up
Remember when

Remember when thirty seemed so old
Now lookn’ back it’s just a steppin’ stone
To where we are,
Where we’ve been
Said we’d do it all again
Remember when
Remember when we said when we turned gray
When the children grow up and move away
We won’t be sad, we’ll be glad
For all the life we’ve had
And we’ll remember when

Its a nice song..

I love this..

回忆

今早,

把所有的旧回忆都丢了，

丢的当儿,

我哭了，

不是不舍，

那些回忆我绝不留恋，

只是，

昨天发生的一件事，

让我的心好痛,

把眼泪，从昨天，带到今天。

现在，我把回忆都丢了，那你呢？

How are you?

Today, was listening to music using my 酷狗 , when I scroll down the playlist,

suddenly my eyes stop on this --- [你最珍贵] ...Memories flashed back..

I got a friend, who also like this song, he once said,

my smile is the most valuable thing..

Well, we doesn't contact each other for some time already..

Just wanna know, How Are You? I hope you are doing fine there..

17.08.2010..

Today..
Is totally not my day..
Yesterday didn’t have enough sleep,
I am damn tired today..

Somemore,
There is something bothering me for these few days..
I got a lot of question mark
I don’t know what I did wrongly,
I don’t know what is going on,
How come suddenly people treat me this way.
I really doesn’t feel good,
And I lost all my mood also.

Please be fair lah,
If you hate someone,
There must be a reason for that right?
Does a friend will suddenly not happy with you out of nowhere?
No…so, means she is not a true friend…

I seriously need mille crepe to cheer me up now..
Haiz…
When was the last time I eat that?
It was May…
Omo…3 months ago…
I miss mille crepe..

Eventually,
I should be happy this week,
Because this weekend will really be a great one,
Although there will be nothing fancy,
But I know this weekend will be filled with love..
From my family, my friends, and him.
But then until now,
I still hvn’t have the happy mood yet…
What a waste…
A long awaited day is finally coming,
But I welcome the day with this kind of shit mood..

Luckily, I still got friend,
Whom is true to me.
Without her companion,
I already bored to dead during working hours..
You know who you are.. **wink** =P

Last month, I already received a very very early special gift
From that true friend..
The gift was from Taiwan..
So touched..
Thanks Nana~

Finally, my mood is little bit better already now..

Sayonara~ MMU..

Ahha,
I am suppose to post about my long awaited
convo last week, but as asual.
I a just too lazy..hahaha..

Ok, lets start with my convo now..
The morning of that day,
me and my family left house before 5am,
luckly we manage to reach cyberjaya just in time, i.e 7am
Quikly go to final checking of smartcard,
then go to Q up..
I am just so excited..haha..

After get into the room,
Speeches, performances, and scroll giving session
being carried on..
I remember there was 1 guy,
sang the song of "You raise me up"..
I felt like crying that time..
The song was dedicated to parents..

Talk about the scroll giving,
once again I felt like crying,
its like finally I am here,
after 3 years I spend in MMU,
after so many ups and downs,
finally I made it,
I am officially a graduates now..

During the convo,
I receive sms from someone,
asking about how is the convo,
how is my feeling that time,
and told me how he wish he was there..
Haha..
Itz just sweet enough..

After the ceremony,
is photo session..
Nothing much to talk about it..
Then i went to take my transcript,
return the robe,
get back my deposit,
heading back to malacca..

It sounds like very ordinary,
but I am really happy on that day..
haha..
There ends my chapter in MMU..

Moving on

I am moving on,

with the people around me,

with things around me.

I am living good right now,

really good.

I know I am gonna continue to live my life well,

working hard, to create my future.

August, 2010,

will be the most special August in my life..

My birthday,

My convo,

all in one!

XD

Bad employee =P

Guess what,
now actually is my working hour,
but,
I am on-line-ing..curi curi on-line somemore..
=P

I am just too free lah..
hahaha..
waiting the time to leave..

Suppose to attend a wedding ceremony tomorrow,
but,
it has been canceled by the two hero and heroin.
Oh well,
it seems like the ceremony is not really important to them.
Whatever,
now it has been canceled,
means I got more time to spend tomorrow.
hahaha..

Weekend now has become my movie day..
After 5 days of tiring working days,
must relax during weekend.
So mom,
can please don't nagging about my frequent outing during weekend?
haha..
I am not doing anything bad,
just go out for movie..

Its already 4 weeks..
My time in panasonic..
My life here could be more comfortable,
if its without " Her ".
The special her.
My colleague would know who is that special " Her ".
lol..

Alrite..
Another 1 hour to go..
Gambateh! =P

New life~

Its already 2 weeks from my last post...haha..I am just a lazy blogger.. =P

Hmm..Lets start with my job.

I have been working in Panasonic for 3 weeks..

Time flies and its gonna be 1 month soon..

Many things to learn, to cope with.

Sometime I am just putting too much pressure on my self,

and it makes me tired.

I believe, I can do it well.

Give me time and I will prove it.

Nice colleagues, nice boss, but too bad he is no longer my boss already..

He is just like a brother, who treat me nice, as I am his sister.

He gave me advises, share his story with me,and we did chat alot.

Another 5 months and 1 week for me to go..hope that I can stay. =P

Sorry guys sometime i might be replying sms late, sometime i just forgotten,

sometime i am just too tired. =D So, dont be mad yah. Anything can call me after 7pm if you get no reply from me.

JB 之旅~Day 5~The last day

今天，
是被吓醒的说，
被自己吓醒。
我一睁开眼看到娜娜不在了，
想说完蛋了！是几点了啊？！
好采拿起电话一看，
才八点多..
定了定神，
就梳洗去了。
然后呢，娜娜带我去参观她的家里，
还有他们刚弄好的庭院。
那庭院很舒服，干净。
如果以后我家也有那样的空间，
我也会那么做。
然后呢，娜娜给我看一个东西，
是用来打拍子的，
她说是钢琴考试的时候要用的。
本人生平第一次看那个东东。
然后呢，看到一张她小时候的照片，
眼睛圆圆的，可爱！

接着呢，娜娜上网一会儿，
我们就换衣，
准备往早餐出发噜！
娜娜让我选，
要吃mee siam 还是要三色奶茶，
最后我选择了三色奶茶。
所以呢，
我们来到了Oasis 餐厅，
享用早餐，
当然还有那特别的三色奶茶。
最底层的是黑塘酱，
很香浓的说。
嘻嘻..
当然当然，吃饱后还是要拍一拍照..

然后呢，
往Danga Bay 出发。
在那里看到了帆船！
好有外国的feel..
呵呵..
娜娜帮我拍了好多照片..
辛苦你了！嘻嘻..
可惜当时太阳很大，
很热，
不然会拍更多照。
接着，
娜娜说要带我去她工作的地方，
我们就去啦！呵呵..
在她工作的building 前我们也拍了一些照，
她还笑说什么时候她工作的地方也变旅游景点了..

接着呢，
真正不可能的任务就要开始了。
呵呵..
娜娜要带我去一个美丽的码头，
叫Puteri Harbour，
问题是呢她并不会去，所以我们就得靠一张出自她上司手笔的地图，
出发！
第一次，是进错了路口，
所以就走错路，兜了一个大圈，
回到我们出发的地点。
决定选用另一个路口，可是越走就好像怪怪的，
所以决定不靠地图，看路牌。
看路牌呢，又面对问题，因为有点混乱，
可是我们运气很好，
阴差阳错还是成功转回队的路。
开着开着，我们进了高速公路，
再过一会儿就到达那美丽的码头了！
有惊无险！而且娜娜很镇定的说。
第一期开车上高速公路，
就是为了带我去那码头，
感动的说！

那里也有好多好多帆船的说！
我很开心哦！
呵呵..
拍了好多好多照片..
谢谢娜娜充当我的摄影师，
随人本人面对镜头是很僵硬的说。
然后呢，就在那里的餐厅喝了杯果汁。
本来是想喝椰水的，
结果，那里没买。
喝了果汁，
在想午餐要去哪吃的时候，
想起了昨晚的韩国烧烤。
所以呢，决定再次去那里！
呵呵，希望可以看到那少东的说。

到了那间餐厅，
吃了和昨晚不同的烤肉，
可是呢，
下起了大雨！
大风大雨，
所以我们多呆了一会才回家去，
因为大雨开车很危险。
当时我的心情有点低落了的说，
因为我就快离开娜娜了。

回到她家，冲个凉，聊聊天，
就往车站出发了。
还没离开她家时，
他爸爸送了我一个鸭嘴帽，
好给了我一个红包，
搞到我很不好意思地说。
然后他还道歉说因为娜娜的妈妈有事忙，
所以没能陪我出去走走，
真是搞到我更不好意思。
好谦卑的前辈。

到了车站，
时间还早，就在娜娜的车里聊天。
当时我真的很不舍得的说，
可是我没有说出来，
因为我怕我们两个会下雨啦！
哎哟~
上了巴士后有掉一两滴泪啦，
我就是这样，
离别时总会掉泪。　

JB之旅~Day 3+4

今天起身后，
忙着梳洗和收拾衣物，
因为待会就要出发去Kukup 了。

有点想念那个小冬瓜一直叫我“美女姐姐”的声音..
呵呵..
吃了早餐，出发！

首先，
我们先去载史黛拉，
然后去载Aki和yee chuan.
在中午大概一点的时候吧，
我们终于到达了！
呵呵..

一点多左右Check in 我们的度假屋，
就开始了我们的唱K 马拉松。
说是马拉松，因为我们从下午一点多，
唱到凌晨一点多。
是过瘾的说!

当天的午餐是准备好的炒米粉和咖喱，
下午茶是虾饼配好好吃的辣椒酱，
虽然本人不是很吃辣，
还是觉得它好好吃的说！

没唱歌的时候，就坐在一旁听别人唱，
不然就和朋友玩UNO,
是开心的说！
呵呵..
玩啊玩就到晚餐时间，
就会有人帮我们烧烤食物，
我们只需要负责吃就行了。
吃得不亦乐乎。

晚餐后，继续原先的活动，
大伙也轮流洗澡去了。
到了凌晨的时候，
竟然和朋友打起麻将来了！
有点不可思议的说，
因为本人可是常年没碰麻将的，
最后一次碰应该是两年前了吧。
是很紧张的说，
因为只有我一个是新手，
而且我动作很慢的说..
打到凌晨四点，
收档睡觉去。

回到房间，
我和秀芸谈天，
五点才真正入睡。
六点十五分，
起身看日出。
日出真的好美好美的说！
所以呢，牺牲睡眠是值得的。

看了日出，
早餐也送来了，
可是那个炒米粉是超超超超咸的说！
而且很辣..
害我一口米粉一口豆浆，
勉强啃了一半。

然后呢，
打打麻将，
然后收拾行李，
回JB 去。

回到去已经是下午三点多了。
约了娜娜三点半来在我，
结果呢，
我用超快的速度冲了个凉，
就和娜娜出发到Jusco Tebrau City 去了。
去那里唱K..
第一次和娜娜唱K，
她唱歌好好听，
而且很有力，
不像我，
都虚虚地。
我们在那里拍了两张照，
是美美的说..
呵呵..

接着呢，
重头戏来了，
娜娜带我到一间韩国烧烤餐厅去，
刚巧当晚是韩国队的世杯赛，
所以就有好多韩国人在那。
吃着吃着，
听到他们大声欢呼，
还跳起来呢！
原来是韩国进球了。
他们真是爱国的说！
呵呵..
那里的少东有点小迷人，
不是花美男型，
是健硕型的..
那里的烤肉好好吃哦！
娜娜真是没介绍错。
当然，
我们也没忘记拍照，
一个美丽的纪念。
哈哈..

吃饱了，也饱了眼福后，
就去餐厅对面的海边走走，
逛了一会觉得好像很危险，
就回家去了。

回到她家，
见了她亲切的爸爸妈妈，
打了招呼，
就回房去了。
和娜娜聊了一会，
冲凉去。
然后就继续聊天，
还有上网..
当晚很对不起娜娜的说，
因为我和她聊天聊到一半我竟然睡着了！
真是对不起..

JB之旅~Day 2

今天，还在床上赖的时候，
突然秀芸的电话响了，
原来是伟祥说叫我们一起吃早餐。
赶快梳洗然后出门，
往我们美味的早餐出发。

本来是要去一间茶餐室的，
听说那里的土司很好吃，
可是去到那里，
那个人是多到一个不行，
所以只好转去下一个地点，
吃云吞面去。

然后，伟大的伟祥就把我和秀芸送到CS去，
因为我们约了Stella 在那里会合。
去到那里，在等Stella 的时候，
我们就先去逛逛，
在Action City 里逛了好久，
买了一些零食，还有，
可爱的Domo Kun!
是可爱到~~~
不久后Stella 到了，
我们就去Kim Gary享用午餐。
过后呢，由于有人说很想唱K,
我们就往Neway 出发。
唱了三个小时，
接着就是晚餐时间了。

伟大的伟祥又来接我们了，
请我吃了闻名的馃条仔，
谢谢你！呵呵..
终于吃到了传说中的馃条仔，
是很开心的说。
饱餐一顿，
往喝茶地点出发。

去到一个叫Sutera 的地方，
里面有一间叫Pure fruit bar 的东东，
我们就在那里度过充满欢笑的几个小时。
那里的饮料好好喝的说..
为什么不在马六甲也开一间分店？！
嗬嗬，我疯了。

玩饱笑饱后，
就回家了。
准备明天往Kukup 岛出发！XD　

JB 之旅~Day1~

今天，下午一点的巴士离开了马六甲，
往柔佛新山出发。
一个我从没一个人踏足的地方。
一个住着我很多朋友的地方。
一个人们都说很危险的地方。
一个在我开始工作前最后一个玩乐的地方。

到达后，好天气让我心情开朗，
也一直在车站装镇定，因为娜娜说千万不要让别人觉得我不是本地人，
那样我会比较安全。

秀芸接了我后，
就呆在她家，
让后大姐就带我去吃美味的鱼片炉，
泰式豆腐，芙蓉蛋，还有乌龟豆苗。
美味的一餐。
我们是饱到一个不行...
呵呵...

晚餐后，
本来打算要去逛街的，
可是回家休息了过后，
都觉得有点体力不支的说，
所以一致决定在家休息。

明天会和另一个朋友（Stella)会合，
去逛街。

终点.

两年半的感情，到最后还是画上了句号。
爱，被一次又一次的伤心和泪水吞噬。
当爱被侵蚀完毕，曾经以为的“永远”，也就随风而逝。

不是不觉得可惜，不是不会惋惜，
只是我不想再继续虚伪下去。
坦诚面对自己的情绪，不开心，就不要压抑自己。

要做这个决定并不容易，内心的挣扎和痛苦，
我想，只有经历过的人才会懂。

你说，再一次机会，让你改变一切。
你不断地道歉，恳求可以回到从前。
为什么要到失去的时候，才懂得珍惜？才发现可贵？

未来的日子，我会过得很好，
希望你也一样。
虽然我们不能实现“永远”，
但我珍惜我们曾经的一切。
所有的开心与不开心，
我会记得。

The Hidden Meaning of my name~Nicole~

Took a quiz to know what's the meaning of my name..Heres the result i got.

You are Dreamy and Distracted
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

Well..How many percent of it you think is accurate about me?

A+B+C

Erm..currently felt a bit released..just a little bit..as my final exam is really right at the corner..and four days continuously..well..i guess will be starting my zombie life tomorrow!lol..

yesterday just done my fyp presentation..well..i must say that the moment i done it i just feel really really great..haha..so happy with it..then,this morning went to interview at sunway..well..another new experience that given by sunway..just talk about an hour without notice..but overall quite nice..just that when i am waiting for my turn, other candidates can saw my 'nervousness' on my face..my smile was just so..'zombie'..haha..

then,suppose to go gsc dataran to see ah niu de..but end up didnt go..after had dinner then straight away go to friend house study..feel so grateful for meeting all of those great friend in my life..just feel sad as we cannot stay longer with each other anymore..everyone will be going on with their career right after the graduation..sob sob..

got to go now..very very very sleepy already..tomorrow..study!

那一夜

　我喜欢那一夜，那个我们一起吹海风的夜晚...聊天，唱歌...喜欢那种感觉，很舒服，心里很宁静...谢谢你们，期待着我们下一次的海边之夜...

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i am really in bad mood now..holidays are ending soon, and i still got tons of things to be settled..haih..non-stop busy since i finish my strategic management paper..i wish to go out, go shopping, go to eat something that can make me happy..pizza..sushi..layer cake..damn bored and no mood..i wish my memory can be better so i can remember what i have done..and also what that i should have done but i didnt..haih..down down down..

nana..your sadness fly from kuching to me dy lah.. =( (just kidding yah..) wish time fly faster so that can meet you again during our grad..

19.02.2010

19.02.2010...是个让我心碎的日子...因为我养了两个月的guinea pig，就在那天早上大概十点的时候，离开了人世，离开了我.......

它的名叫Qbee...有时我会叫它小嗯...因为它的叫声就是这样嗯嗯嗯的...有时我会叫它大肥，因为它的肚子圆圆的，然后我的hamster花名叫小肥，Qbee 较大只，就叫大肥...它很可爱，也很聪明，很爱撒娇，喜欢我们跟它玩...我把它养在一个笼子里，放在我客厅的门外，只要有人拿起钥匙要开门出去，或从外面回来，它就会叫，就还像一个sensor一样...我们常常说它很吵...我现在好想听它吵闹的声音,却永远也不可能听到了...Qbee..mummy 好想你...

那天早上，我拿起钥匙去开门，却发现Qbee一点声音也没发出，我就觉得很奇怪，还特地叫了它的名字，它也没回应，平时只要我们叫它的名字它就会蹦蹦跳跳会叫的...当时我的心立刻愣了，赶紧跑去它的笼子一看，它已经躺在那儿奄奄一息了...我立刻跑进客厅向我爸求救，它就叫我立刻喂Qbee喝水...我爸轻轻捧着Qbee的头，我就慢慢地喂水...我看它在喘息的样子，看得我的心好痛，我好希望可以为它做点什么，让它舒服一些...喂了一阵子后，它不要喝了，就继续喘息...当时我就有预感它就快要离开我了...我的眼泪就开始不自觉地流下，我看着它喘息，不停呼唤它的名字及抚摸它...心里一直念着，Qbee 你要撑下去啊，你不能死啊...不久后，我发现它的肚子没有了起伏，它停止了呼吸...我还是不放弃，继续抚摸着它，看着它，当时我真得很渴望奇迹会发生...可是，并没有...

它，被埋葬在我家附近的草地，我在那个地方放了一堆石头，方便我认得...今天，我买了一些白石头围绕那个地方，还种了一些小植物...这些是我唯一能为它做的了...我一有空，就会走到它的墓前蹲下，呆呆的望着它被埋葬的地方，对它说mummy好想念你，希望它能投胎做人...我开车出门前也会把车子停在它墓前，看着那片地，想想它...放学回来后，也会绕过它的墓前，看看它...顺道确定它的墓没有被野猫挖掘...

这几天，只要我一想到它，我就会哭，望着那空了的笼子，我哭...蹲在它的墓前，我哭...想起它活蹦乱跳的样子，我哭...想起它吃东西时可爱的样子，我哭...想起怕孤单的它现在孤单单地在地低下，我哭...看着它生前最爱吃的饼干和菜，我哭...看着手机里仅有的它的六张照片，我痛哭...我真的好想念它...

这篇文，我写了一个小时，也哭了一个小时...真的没有办法停止对它的思念...

它就是Qbee..

Qbee..mummy无时无刻都在想你...希望你能投得好胎，远离畜牲道...虽然我们相聚只有短短接近两个月的时间，可是我的你的关爱却是满满的...有缘的话，我们会再相聚的...谢谢你带给我的一切快乐，我会永远记得你的...

我回来了...

离开我的避风港有一段时间了，是有点忙啊，所以没空更新。

我是一个会想很多的人，任何事情只要我愿意，可以想很久，想很远...可是有时我发现，“想太多”这个动作，让我非常累...有些事不想还好，当开始无止境地想下去的时候，很多可怕的东西就会被我给想出来...哎...

最近我好忙呀，打从一开学就忙个没完没了，好闷啊...最后一个学期了，开始有一点不一样的感觉，虽然我对翘课这种事还是会毫不犹豫地去做，可是有时就会觉得这是我最后一次努力的机会了...很期待毕业典礼耶...(我是疯了啦，能不能顺利毕业都还不知道...哈哈...)

上个学期我很快乐，因为娜娜常常会和我一起去逛街，吃东西...好怀念那些日子啊...希望我能够安排到时间去你家乡度度假吧...哈哈...也希望你的面试成功哦！Fighting! XD

最近刚刚看完韩剧花样男子，那四个男主角是帅到一个不行，尤其是李敏镐和金贤重...哈哈...很好看的一套韩剧。计划会把正版光碟买下来，收藏作纪念...

金贤重

李敏镐

哈哈...很帅吧？

heavenly days~

well, its already 1 week frm my prev post..i jz done my hair color ytrday..hehe..happy wif it..and ytrday i found the comics of Koizora..oh my! my 1st reaction when i saw it i was jz stunned there for around 1 minute! haha..itz bcuz i cant bliv i really manage to find it, at a place where normally u wont b able 2 find comic there..haha..its inside Speedy! I am just so so so so happy with it! then i start 2 check whether is there a complete set or not..too bad,its nt complete..bt, who cares! i'll buy those displaying there 1st! keke..9 volumes..and more surprisingly,itz very very cheap! 3@rm10 only..after i found the comic, i jz feel like i already win d jackpot! kekeke..den i continue 2 walk around in d shop..then,guess what? i saw d Koizora's movie+drama DVD! woohoo!! i stunned even longer this time! god! i found dis 3 things that i already looking evrywhere in 1 shop!bought d manga and i am sure will buy d dvd as well b4 im going bck 2 malacca..muahaha..d day is so bright for me..=P then i continue 2 walk around in pyramid, lookin 4 accessories 2 match wif my new year clothes, then i found d earring of nightmare b4 christmas!! and also, itz only 3@rm10! without thinking, i bought 3 of dem..muahaha..and 2 of them r on my earz now! XD

i really have spent alot dis week =P bt im soooooooooooooooooooooo enjoy wif spending money! (im sick! XD)

bck 2 Koizora, i actually discover dis name by accident.i rmb one day i am searchin 4 love song in youtube,i just use Love Song as d keyword and there r tons of result came out..den, a movie wif the title of Amazed attracted my attention..den i watch d video, and i was attracted 2 it! seriouly..d song Amazed doesnt appear in Koizora bt someone match it wif Koizora's scene..aftre i watch d video,i tell myself that dis is d movie dat i must watch! then of course, i watch it frm youtube (d drama)..it is soooooo touching..i started 2 cry since episode 3..where mika had miscarriage and hero found out that he had cancer and decided 2 leave mika..i can feel d pain while watchin it..most touchin part is d private small wedding ceremony btween mika and hero..in the garden of d hospital that hero staying..T.T dey say out their vow 2 each other..

better stop writting bout it now cuz im gona cry soon if continue 2 write about dis pure love story! strongly recommended 2 all of u..

after 3 months

after 3 months of the completion of my internship,I am finally now in sunway pyramid again..the place that i used to hang out everyday after work during my internship..gona hang out here for all day long..why? because i don't want to stay at home..and my boy friend need to stay back for make up class tonight,so if i stay at home, i'll only see him at 11pm++..will be damn boring if like that..

just had my breakfast at Alios's Cafe..haha..planned to took picture of my food de but i forgotten in the end, because..i am just too hungry! XD and i started to eat once it has been served. keke..gona wait till 1pm then have lunch with my piggy..keke..but i am already super full now..ate spaggeti carbonara with ice lemon tea with the company of Ifeel..haha..i just love Ifeel..i could simply feel depressed if i didn't manage to buy it..

well, tomorrow will be a better day as in i don't need to hang out alone..i am gonna spend my time to perm my hair! finally..after 1 whole year..and also, not forgotten to dye hair also..keke..